Dear April…

This month you brought happiness and sadness to my life, chaos and gratitude. This best describes how I feel: “Life is amazing. And then it’s awful. And then it’s amazing again. And in between the amazing and awful it’s ordinary and mundane and routine. Breathe in the amazing, hold on through the awful, and relax and exhale during the ordinary. That’s just living heartbreaking, soul-healing, amazing, awful, ordinary life. And it’s breathtakingly beautiful.” ― L.R. Knost

I lost my brother-in-law five months ago and now my sweet mother-in-law has passed away. I can’t believe how sad and empty I feel inside. It feels like my heart is torn in many pieces. My mother-in-law was always sweet and kind to me. She was the heart of the family and very kindhearted woman. She made me laugh and also gave me courage and strength when I needed. I will forever miss her.

Dear April,

you

have

torn

my heart…

when you least expect it

healing happens with love

from

animal.

April showers?

No!

APRIL ICE STORM

I have no words…

Time for FIRST hair Salon Experience!

My sweet Eleni

Where did the time go my precious love?

Why grow so fast…

*Tears roll down my cheeks.*

I love you…always and forever.

I was supposed to be somewhere this day

but ended up here

that one day

Don’t know why

maybe my soul needed the water

to let go of the sorrow and pain

healing

sun

and blue sky…

It’s not the ocean but this will do just fine.

G R A T I T U D E

Always and forever!

My sweet cousin Anna

thank you

always and forever

for everything.

The rest can be seen on my vlog

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Thank you for all your love and comments on my Birthday. Wow! my heart is filled with so much gratitude and joy. Thank you so much for all the love you have given me. I’m truly grateful.

April 25th

Birthday

Another year younger…